I've given up trust in the thought of "needing". Like I don't even know what I "need" anymore. Do I even "need" food and water? Well of course, to survive. But why do I "need" to survive? People think they need things day after day. Just STUFF. What are the things that I WANT and what are the things that I NEED. Maybe we as human need some clarification on the actual stuff and people we need for the life we're GOING to go out and try to live, without constantly getting hurt by what turns out to be a disappointment. But at the same time, the hurt is what fuels those other moments and I guess you could just say "that's what life is all about". You see, my thoughts just go around and around. What is this? Is this anxiety? I do not want to self diagnose and assume, so I would really appreciate your opinions.