To See & Listen:
Today, our first spirit child would have been four. .
My daughter has been talking (listening) to her big sister. Including her in almost all she does. Some said; perhaps she wants a sister, or it is because we refer to her as a big sister to her baby brother. .
A few weeks ago, at bed time as my husband put her to bed, she described in detail her older sister with long dark hair. Taller, bigger, looking similar to her mommy (me). She said she plays with her, often in the bunny house overlooking "my first child's burial place." She visits her and sleeps between her mommy and daddy. .
She said it's her, her big sister and her baby brother that makes her family along with us. She spoke so clearly and with conviction unlike her mumbling sometimes. She was uber calm.
My husband started shaking and broke down in tears as he realized it's our first daughter that is playing with her and makes herself visible to her. What a gift!
I miss her.
That period in my life was so emotional, loosing my mother when I was expecting her.
It all makes sense, sometimes she is so engulfed in play with another that is unseen. All along its been her sister. .
One night I switched off her light and I hear my daughter when she wakes up. This time she didn't, but her light came back on again. Some mornings I hear a little girl call me "mommy mommy" in a sweet voice whilst my daughter is still asleep. .
My husband and I just cried together, and my daughter said don't be sad. But we are grieving this Spirit that no longer resides in her physical being. .
.Photo credit @babetter
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